Saturday, May 31, 2008

dark night

How many days and how many nights have I seen myself mourning.how bout the crafts,
And the drafts which were left raveled
While im soaring
And so I did go and found me a place to secure myself abhore.but when I disguised and locked myself up,there was nothin but a maze

The puzzled figures and the sultry peas,came in to welcome me
As I looked narrow,I felt them tender
Without the trace of glee…
And down the cave as I moved in
And out was there to see
That it was nothing and it was empty
Therefore I can’t be free

dark night

How many days and how many nights have I seen myself mourning.how bout the crafts,
And the drafts which were left raveled
While im soaring
And so I did go and found me a place to secure myself abhore.but when I disguised and locked myself up,there was nothin but a maze

The puzzled figures and the sultry peas,came in to welcome me
As I looked narrow,I felt them tender
Without the trace of glee…
And down the cave as I moved in
And out was there to see
That it was nothing and it was empty
Therefore I can’t be free

i love you,goodbye

in the wee hours of the day,,you were always there.when i was sooo down,your,smile,,your,growl,your presence was all i needed to have my life back again.you never knew how much it hurts me now,,now that you're gone.

i remember so well,,when you were young,,i didn't like you much,,your hair's rusty,it was so stiff,,velvety skin was all you've got,your set of teeth,,i think was all but rut,,and definitely,you really looked like a cat.but all these imperfections were then never a matter,of how our friendship grew over and over,,isn't it nice,isn't it a wonder,,of how these two creatures got along together?

you're my forecast for the weather

you're my gratitude and my thunder

you're my friend and my lover

and yes,to me,you were also a brother...

Dearest kuya untot,,now that you're gone,,not just jappi,not just me,not just dormo and the rest of the family....but everyone who saw you grew up to be a loyal pet and family member,,are missing you now,huhuh

you know we did it all... we did our very best,to revive you through cpr,,I AM SORRY-IT WAS NOT A MERE SUCCESS

you left a big darn hole in our lives,,,thanks for the memories and the happy cheerings together,,untot!

you may never have the privilege for the promised paradise of Jehovah God,,but we never know..

i will always keep you in my memory,,i cried for you,,so hard,,and you know that...i know you saw me cryin when i knew you were dyin'...but i wonder if you really saw me,coz you were at yar stage of delirium

I LOVED YOU UNTOT,I AM LOVING YOU UNTOT,I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU

WE ARE MISSING YOU.HUGS FOR THE CROWN DOG!TEARS TEARS TEARS

Friday, May 9, 2008

a grandma' s begotten love story

the past...

and yes i did wait for your coming back
from that post near that statue you'll see beyond
til it poured and i got wasted
not a shadow of yours came annointed

and years went by and you're forgotten
like the memories of the past were begotten
how the shadows of yours were already molten
how i learned to move on just all of a sudden

and that typical day from my days so glory
are like those typical days from where we started
how stereotypical to always remember
how now you and i doesn't even matter

the present.....

and those were the days when we were still young
but now is the moment that i wish i just sang
all my heart's desires for it to be bare
that when i was still young, i should have played fair

but dear now that i am old
and im sick and meek and bold
and im stronger though i feel weak and tired and cold
now too far from my sixteens which i can't behold
coz i know that for once, someone loved me a hundred fold

unfinished...

knight dexin

can someone dare to answer what i never dared to ask
to help me figure out what there is really for a task
can someone open my chest like a tomb of rock
to alter those who once tried to knock

and for the reasons i know i must have
its for the seasons to show what's above
coz what's beyond and what's afar that we'll see
is just the truth from the wisdom of thee

so what is it after that eloquent show
which made us cry and bestow
how about the promise i did
which i never forgotten but yet,you missed

coz i made myself wait for that one great dawn
without something to hold on to
just the words,just the breaths, just the voices
which once upon a time, you told me so

but still,i've got our tickets for the show
how i wish,how i hope you do know
that i've kept it for once not until forever
when that once upon a time could be made forever