college of dental medicine

when everyone else are so happy,i would rather stay gloomy.someone told me im a loner.why won't i join them?there came a time when i've been really really quiet,,like when no one would talk to me,,i'd not speak a lil.it made me ill.i almost needed a psychologist.almost.
now,i think,,there are times when people pass a phase in their lives when they feel so incompetent,unsatisfied, and out of track.like everyone left them alone.that no one will ever like them,that they won't just fit in unto a certain clique.
dex is an alias.it's an escape for dex to do other things in search of happiness and contentment.it's an artificial route for dex to be another person.it's an another journey for dex to search what is missing,to complete the puzzle.
dex felt good of being a dex.because dex was supposed to be masculine.and being a dex meant being stronger.
when dex began /started being a dex,dex started to do the things that dex haven't done before.dex dared to fly alone and imagined life out of curiosity.dex did a wonderful journey.and yes,dex also lost and won.dex wondered why life's mysteries could never just be unfolded all at once.dex searched for the people dex once met and cried for/with..but dex never found them.again.and dex found a cave where all dex's wants and dex's frustrations could be written,but dex did write the letters which are un-undestandable.that only dex can read and only dex can understand.and so,no matter how dex would like to share dex's feelings to other people,they would just turn their backs away and leave dex because they could never understand dex.
and days went by,and dex stood by.all the passers-by who'd see dex's reflections would stop for a while and then leave as soon as they stopped by.so dex created a friend out of her own,the one who could only understand dex.each conversations were mute and done only through glances.at times,just through howls,through sips,or through hummings,,but not a word....or a morse code..
and sadly,dex is almost gone...very suburb is what dex's position right now.that no matter what dex does,it would never be dex's accomplishments...because dex did not do a thing.cause dex did not exist.and dex was just a dream.